Dream Evolution

2003-06-10T14:49:00.000-04:00

Ne, BTW minna.. I'm going to be using mostly my LJ from now on. Go see at http://www.livejournal.com/users/shoujokakumei/ ^^

2003-06-03T11:40:00.000-04:00

Got the new computer, set it up. My internet doesn't like it.. I can't access Hotmail at all. And I know it's up. -_-;;;;

Graduation tomorrow. Finally.

2003-05-29T22:27:00.000-04:00

arrrrgh. The timing belt in my car is loose or fucked up or something..... so now I have to take the car to Holden Dodge tomorrow morning early. Daniel has to be to work at 7 AM, I have grad practice at 9:30 AM, I wanted to go to the 8 AM mass and work out after grad practice. >.< Now I'll be lucky to get Daniel to work and make it to practice. Oh, and I have a second interview at Wawa tomorrow, at 1 PM, with the man I originally talked to.

BUY MY ANIME /subliminal message

2003-05-25T18:57:00.000-04:00

I should blog more often. I'll have prom pictures soon.
I'm getting a new computer. It'll probably be here next week. ^_^
I might have a job at the Wawa where Daniel works. Kick ass, I can drink coffee as much as I want. <.< Vanilla cream coffee with irish cream creamer and 4 sugars = rock the fuck on.
I've lost 5 pounds in the past week. Need to keep it up... I started going to Curves, a women's gym in Dover. It's fun.
I've gotten lots more levels in RO. Been selling warps to try and make money for new equipment.

SOMEONE BUY MY ANIME. x_x;;;

2003-05-15T15:51:00.000-04:00

Wow, a lot of shit has happened. I'm going to move the SPOTOF Anime Sale List to a permanant website so I can keep using my blog like normal. *subliminal messaging* BUY MY FUCKING ANIME!!!!! */subliminal*
Anyway. I got a 98% on my research paper. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix comes out in a little over a month.
I graduate June 4th, Daniel's being Confirmed on June 8. Prom is the weekend after this one and it's rumored that there may be a last-minute change in location from Dover Downs to the DHS gym- fuck that shit, they'll sure as hell refund my $89 for the tickets because I won't go.
Daniel's mother's husband got deported. Long, long story. Short version, he deserved it.
I'm addicted to Ragnarok Online. I play Sian_Kiea, a level 14/6 Acolyte. Must level up more and buy better equipment..
According to all reports, Jared (my ex-boyfriend, you all remember) is now trying to screw any girl who'll have him. I find that moderately hilarious for some reason, but so does everyone else, so it's OK. Richard is getting bloody sick of him, according to Daniel's friend Chris.
Daniel got a job at Wawa- all of the ones in town are hiring. I applied at two of them, but one only wanted night shift people and the other hasn't called me. I called them today and the guy told me the hiring manager wasn't in but she "took a stack of applications home to decide who she wants to call." xx; She won't want to call me. My last 2 jobs blew ass and Wawa's application only wants your past two. Dammit. -_- Come on, I need work dammit. If I could get the first shift full-time position, I could switch to second-shift when classes start in the fall and work full-time even during college. I need to save some money for when we move. -_-

2003-05-06T21:15:00.000-04:00

Okay. The SPOTOF Anime Sale List! >_> That's a horrid acronym. Oh well. Note: EVERYTHING on this list is excellent condition. I take good care of my stuff.

Fushigi Yuugi Dub VHS: Volumes #2-16. Price: $8 each. Note: Volume 1 is a copy of a dub VHS. It will be free to whomever buys #2.
Evangelion Dub VHS: Volumes 2, 3, 4, 6, 7. Price: $7 each. Note: Volume 5 is not available because I like it too much. >_>
Oh My Goddess Dub VHS: #1-5 Price: $15 for the whole set (entire OAV series). Note: Minor sound problems with volume 4, blame Suncoast, not me.
Earthian Dub VHS: #2-4. Price: $7 each. Note: Volume 4 is still in original packaging.
Magic Knight Rayearth Dub VHS: #1-4. Price: $8 each.
Escaflowne Sub VHS: #1. Price: $8.
Magical Project S Sub VHS: #1. Price: $7.
Video Girl Ai Dub VHS: #1. Price: $7.
Rurouni Kenshin Dub VHS: #1. Price: $7.

MANGA: (All English translated)
Love Hina Volume 1 (Tokyopop, "100% Authentic") Price: $5
Great Teacher Onizuka (Tokyopop, "100% Authentic") Price: $5
Inu-Yasha #1-3 (Viz) Price: $6 each.
Maison Ikkoku (Viz) Price: $6 each.

EDIT: DVD's
I forgot to add these when I originally typed this up. ^_^;
Dog of Flanders $8
Sprite: Between Two Worlds $8
Blood the Last Vampire $10
Angel Sanctuary $10

I'm open to haggling on these prices, within reason. The reasons some cost more is A) Higher original cost, B) Higher episode counts, or C) More popular of a series.

2003-05-06T21:00:00.000-04:00

the shit has hit the fan, gone through the roof, and is now in the vicinity of the moon. x_x

In other news, I'm selling LOTS of anime and manga. Stay tuned for more information including lists and prices. Support the Send Poor Otaku To Otakon Fund, same blog time, same blog station.

2003-05-03T19:48:00.000-04:00

Oy. I can't get BlogShares to list my friggin' blog. Their FAQ is worthless. x_X

I'm tired, still no luck finding a job.

2003-05-01T19:54:00.000-04:00

Oyy... Daniel keeps preaching to Greg to turn his life around and accept God.. I kind of feel that he's wasting his breath, although I realize he's doing it because he does care.. but people will make their own decisions regardless.. the only thing we can really do is try to lead a life of good example. "Preach the Gospel at all times, use words when necessary," you know? xx; random musings. don't mind me.

2003-04-30T06:39:00.000-04:00

This can't be good (stolen from Taiki's LJ):

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

2003-04-29T23:08:00.000-04:00

People on Neopets spontaneously started praising me. o_o it was scary.
"shoujokakumeijchan deserves recognition for bringing a hint of sanity and realism to Neopets."
"And for her name, which 0wnz."
"Yeah. She owns. She realizes the difference between an optometrist and optician." (reference to an earlier discussion xx)

2003-04-28T22:27:00.000-04:00

Okay, I have pics up from my confirmation and our D.C trip. Go here: http://geocities.com/hpsilversong/newpics.html

too lazy to link kthxbye

2003-04-26T17:48:00.000-04:00

Our church has some really crappy priests. xx;; I like Father Dan, and Father Jose. Father Darcy can be an ass sometimes, and he tends to rush through the Eucharistic prayers at mass, and he works too many sports references into his homilies, but he's not that bad otherwise. Father Jim talks in a monotone, rushes through parts of the mass, and today when I went to confession he rushed me through that, cut me off, asked me to repeat things because he wasn't listening..... --;;;;; Maybe he was just having a bad day, but he should have asked one of the other priests to hear confessions instead of taking it out on the parishoners. xx;

Today, we went to Daniel's mom's house so he could show her the pretty light-colored crucifix he bought at Emmanuels (a Catholic bookstore downtown) on Thursday.. I got myself a smaller black one, and a little statue of Mary, and a St. Joan of Arc pendant and prayer card. But anyway, after we left his mom's house, we went to Target to compare sugar content in different types of juice.. After that we went to Petsmart, and then to the church so I could go to confession (one of the requirements for the Divine Mercy Sunday indulgence), and then to McDonalds for the WORST fast food meal I've ever had in my life. Ew. x_x;;;

2003-04-24T10:33:00.000-04:00

Daniel and I went to D.C yesterday... Took the subway and then a bus to go see the National Cathedral.. We didn't know it wasn't a Catholic cathedral. ^^;;; That confused Daniel somewhat.. After that, we took the bus again to get back to the train station, but we took the wrong bus and had to wait 25 minutes in the wind for another one.. Then we went to the Smithsonian museum. We went to the natural history museum first, and then we stopped so Daniel could look at a little garden area. I got some sort of something blown into my eye and I couldn't get it out for a half-hour, even after running my eye under water in a water fountain. xx;; None of the museums have a first-aid area with an eye wash kit. That's fucking dumb. x_X We went to the planetarium at the air and space museum, but after that we left because it was 4:30 and the museums closed in an hour and we wanted to beat some of the rush. xx; On the way back to the station we parked at, we got off at the Catholic University of America to go see the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception. I liked that even more than the cathedral.. There was a mass going on when we got there. We walked around and looked at all the little shrines inside..I liked the Miraculous Medal shrine. ^^

We're going to have to go back to DC at some point again, to see the zoo (we didn't go yesterday because the wind was making it really cold) and to see the rest of the air and space museum. And maybe to go back to the shrine, to see a mass there. ^^

2003-04-22T17:30:00.000-04:00

clothes shopping with my mother is worse for my self-esteem than all my years in elementary school. it's like, I know I'm a fucking fatass when I have to wear size 18 capris because my ass and waist are so big, and the pant legs fall so low they just look like pants that are too short. she doesn't have to point it out to me too --; and then to cheer me up, Dan went and wasted $25 on a care bears plushie, which I don't want, and got pissed off when I told him to return it --;;

2003-04-20T08:52:00.000-04:00

Haha, I got a little bigoted bitchass whore to leave the DE Anime Fans list. It was some stupid little homophobic 14-year-old DBZ worshipper with no knowledge of English spelling or grammar. An AOL user, too. ^_^ Ignorant little whore... If she emails me again, I'm going to find her and give her a good thrashing. I'm stupid and ghetto, and she can't spell "aunt" (or anything else).... Sure.

Anyway. Yeah, the Easter Vigil was last night. ^_^ I almost passed out/threw up/something when my name was called to come up. ^^;;; It went well though. I saw 2 guys from my school there, and Dan's mom and her husband came like they said. I still have oil in my hair that I can't wash out. >.<;;

2003-04-18T10:33:00.000-04:00

Meh, tired, sorry haven't written. xx; Nothing really important to say.

2003-04-13T19:42:00.000-04:00

Got the Chamber of Secrets DVD yesterday. ^_^ It kicks ass. Today, I got a hand-held vacuum (to clean my car), an electric shaver, and a new toothbrush. I _SO_ needed that stuff. xx;;

Went to church today, heard Father Darcy make a ton of stupid jokes ("Bingo is the 8th sacrament of the church"), got blessed palm leaves, heard a REALLY long Gospel reading... I have to go to church every day this week except Wednesday. ^^;;;

2003-04-11T11:56:00.000-04:00

I got my research paper turned in. Yay. ^_^ I have go to meet a photographer at 1 PM for a picture of me for some newspaper article. It's sort of weird- I don't WANT to be in the newspaper. x_X

I watched Princess Tutu episode 10 this period, but the sound was fucked up so I only had video.. It's getting really good.. I might watch some more this weekend. I need to finish Chobits, too.

I'm hungry. I want a burger but I can't have one today. ^^;;;;;

2003-04-10T11:56:00.000-04:00

I'M DONE MY RESEARCH PAPER YES FINALLY X_X;;;;;;

2003-04-07T21:49:00.000-04:00

My grandmother on my dad's side died last night around 9:00 PM their time (midnight ours). Pray for her, ok?

2003-04-06T22:35:00.000-04:00

Ok. People asked what to get me for graduation. List:

Fancy Lala DVDs 3 and up
Sumomo (from Chobits) plushie
Princess Nine/Battle Athletes Victory merchandise
Kingdom Hearts (PS2)
I My Me Strawberry Eggs DVDs
Skies of Arcadia Legends (Gamecube) (Did I get the title right? I think so.)
CASH CASH CASH CASH IS ALWAYS GOOD kthxbye >.>

2003-04-05T08:27:00.000-05:00

"You know there's something wrong with the world when the most popular rapper is a white guy, the best golfer in the world is a black guy, France is accusing the US of arrogance, and Germany doesn't want to go to war."

2003-04-02T11:56:00.000-05:00

I really wish that while I'm obviously trying to do work, people would try to avoid being obnoxiously rude. And Mr. Rohe got mad at me for my comments on the radio?! They're fucking TRUE! People in here don't have any respect. They sit around screaming shit like "Fag!" at one another, completely ignoring the fact that a couple people may be trying to do something productive, and just being all-around disrespectful jackasses who need to be beaten with a rather large stick. Or maybe a flaming bamboo rod. -.-;;;

2003-04-02T09:00:00.000-05:00

Last night, Daniel finally finished Windwaker... Then he realized, gee, I might be upset with him, so he came and hugged me while I was asleep. It's a good thing he woke me up though, or I wouldn't have ever been able to sleep last night. x_X

This morning was funny, I was listening to Eagle 97.7 and their call-in question was "What do you think of corporal punishment in school?" I was the first person to call, I was like "Yeah, I'm a student at Dover High and the kids are so disrespectful, maybe being beaten with a paddle might teach them a couple things." Then a security guard from Dover High called and said the same thing, and then a bus driver for Dover High called and agreed.. It made Dover High School sound so bad, Mr. Adams is PISSED.. Yet he made the school look bad in the newspaper last year when he wrote that "Sex, Drugs, and Rock and Roll" article for them..

2003-04-01T13:39:00.000-05:00

Okay, Daniel's obsession with this fucking video game is pissing me the hell off.
I wanted to go to the mall last night when we were out with Mom, because I need spring clothes. She said we'll do it today. I brought Daniel home so he could take a shower first, though. After his shower, he goes immedietly to playing the fucking game. Mom and I get ready to go, and she tells me that Dad will be home in a couple hours from a doctors' appointment after only having a few hours of sleep. He'll be in a bad mood, I don't want to be here. I also don't want to hang around town by myself because that's fucking boring. -_- I ask Daniel if he'll come to town with me, and he won't because he's too fucking busy playing the damn game. You have no idea how badly I want to chuck the fucking Gamecube out the window.

2003-03-31T21:59:00.000-05:00

Okay. Instead of retyping my First Confession experience, I'll c/p my post from Catholic Online's forums. ^^

"I had my first confession this afternoon. It didn't go off without a hitch, because nothing I ever do does... But still, it was wonderful. I got to the church about 10 minutes early and I went up to the main doors, and some guy with a floor waxer turned me away because they were busy cleaning the gathering space. So I wandered around outside the church until I found the side door that was open. There were a few other people in the church, and the wind slammed the door shut behind me, which was embarrassing. I was thinking, "Wow, this isn't going to go well if I'm screwing up already and I'm not even in the confessional yet." Father McGlynn was standing outside the reconcilation room, he shook my hand and introduced himself and we went inside.. I thought I'd be given the option to kneel behind the screen, but I wasn't, which was sort of a shock to me because I sort of wanted to do it that way. Oh well, face-to-face wasn't as bad as I thought. There was no pointing of fingers and no Father yelling "YOU DID WHAT?!!!!" I read my list (yes, I made a list, I forget things easily when I'm nervous) and he gave me absolution and it felt GREAT!!! I couldn't stop smiling for an hour afterwards!" ^_^ I'm still smiling thinking about it.

Seriously, that was like, the best experience ever. I can't wait until Easter. ^_^

2003-03-31T09:52:00.000-05:00

I hate idiots. There's this fool in this class named Chris, he's a fucking idiot. I have to deal with him in Spanish class as well. He's constantly begging to wear a sombrero in Spanish class, and he thinks his utterly stupid spaz-out laugh is funny. I want to smack this guy. -_-;

Nobody told me today is a half-day of school. I didn't find out until I got here this morning and Mrs. Quillen was putting the half day schedule on the board. I was like "...." ^^; We got our Brave New World books in English. Nobody is going to understand that book. I read the first 3 chapters in class.. It's interesting but my class is too stupid to get it.

2003-03-30T21:11:00.000-05:00

Oi. I'm nervous. I have my First Confession tomorrow. ^^;;;; Wish me luck, and pray for me (those of you who are religiously inclined, at any rate)... ^^

2003-03-28T21:28:00.000-05:00

Gee, it'd be nice if I could get 5 minutes of Daniel's time, since he's had 6 fucking hours of playing Windwaker and barely saying a word to me even when I'm talking to him. -.-
Since I was sick of sitting around and being ignored, I went to Stations of the Cross tonight at church. Beautiful service, I'm going to go the rest of the Fridays of Lent if I can. ^_^ Of course, I have to watch out for the idiots who race on State Street.. and Rt. 13.. and in the Wawa parking lot... x_X

2003-03-28T09:08:00.000-05:00

I feel like a mallwhore. I went to the mall after school yesterday to get some chinese food for lunch, and I ended up leaving at 3:30 PM with a pair of white sandals, a white camisole, a white lace-ish blouse, a pair of pantyhose, a black purse (for prom), a hairclip, and some shoe polish (for Daniel). ^_^; All the white stuff is for Easter, and I ordered a white skirt and veil also. I'm going to re-use the white outfit for graduation. ^^
Now all I need is to get a white handbag (maybe some sort of woven-looking bag) to match the white outfit, some dark blue nail polish for prom, and I'll be set for all my formal events this spring. ^_^

2003-03-27T11:34:00.000-05:00

Wow, I haven't written in a long time, sorry. ^_^;; Jason's surgery went OK, we went to visit him Tuesday. He looked pretty good, minus the drainage tube in his head. He gets that out today.
Mr. Adams announced yesterday that seniors' last day of school is May 30, not May 23. People are fucking pissed. We have 4 days between our last day of school and graduation. No class has gotten out this late in FOREVER. It's fucking stupid, because underclassmen don't have to make up any time or go to school any longer than normal. -.-
Daniel's almost finished his paperwork, he needs letters from Mrs. Imler (DHS Landscaping teacher) and Travis's mom (she's a counselor or social worker or something like that) for the two professional letters verifying his circumstances for the financial aid dependency override form. He's busy playing WindWaker at night, though. >.>;
I'm trying really hard to get all my stuff read for the research paper, since Mrs. Meeks is coming back after all and she grades hard. -.-; I've read 1 of the HP books each day this week except Monday. I finished Goblet of Fire last period. Now I just need a couple dictionary definitions and I can start writing. Paper's due April 11. x_X
I bought prom tickets today. $89, it turns out, since seniors get a $10 discount. We rented Daniel a tux, and I got my jewelry and push-up bra.. I'll get shoes if I can find nice cheap ones, otherwise I'll wear the leather platforms I have already. ^^; I need to see if I can do the hairstyle I want, too. I need an updo or something with my hair up away from my face, to show off the earrings Daniel bought for me.
I almost got in a fight in Homeroom this morning. This idiot kept asking me if I heard this girl (whom he always harrasses) fart. I ignored him, and he started telling me "you need to show me more respect when I be talkin to you" and I was like "Why in the hell should I show YOU, of all people, any respect?" and he was like "you ain't got to be gettin loud and shit". x_X; I want to kill stupid people.
One of my female bettas, Noir, died.. She had dropsy, as far as I can tell. xx;
I can't really think of anything else I had to say, but people are being so fucking loud I can barely hear myself think. Bye.

2003-03-22T17:56:00.000-05:00

We went to the Dover mall today after returning from Christiana... Picked up Jasmine and Claudia, met Lisa, Jim, Greg, Jason, and some new girl whose name I forgot there.. Jason got his hair shaved off, for surgery on Monday. it was kind of sad.

2003-03-22T07:56:00.000-05:00

Getting dressed to go to Christiana Mall.. Must stalk Limited*Too store. Must get special edition plushie. >.> I missed the Shadow Aishas, and the Faerie Kougras, and the Halloween Aishas (Didn't really want one of those, though), and the Disco Aishas. They have a LOT of special edition Aishas. ^^;; I did get the Cloud one, and the Purple Chia... and the White Kougra, but I don't think those were limited edition. Maybe. Okay, I'll stop rambling now, since nobody else plays Neopets..

2003-03-21T21:06:00.000-05:00

Went to UD today, got Daniel a dependency override form for the FAFSA so he can get financial aid. Tired, going to Christiana Mall tomorrow for a limited edition Neopets plushie. ^_^

2003-03-21T09:50:00.000-05:00

Woo, more shit. -.- Daniel's coworker hasn't showed up for 2 weeks, so Daniel hasn't gotten a day off (except once when he didn't go in because the other guy was supposed to but didn't).. He was supposed to go in today, and leave when the other guy showed up... The other guy DIDN'T show up, so Daniel doesn't get the weekend off like he was originally promised.. Dammit, I haven't been able to sleep past 7 AM on a weekend since, like, November. I don't get any sleep much ANYWAY. This guy is pissing me the hell off. The manager needs to either fire him and hire someone else, or go find him and beat the crap out of him, and then haul him into work. -.-

2003-03-20T21:30:00.000-05:00

I got accepted to college. ^_^ Got the letter today - YAY! ^_^ So did Daniel..

2003-03-20T08:41:00.000-05:00

Needed anime episodes:
X - 3, 4 (Needed to complete collection, they won't rip off my CD xx)
Fruits Basket - 24, 25, 26 (Lost the CD with these episodes -.-)
Puchi Puri Yuushi - 4 and up (I lost track of getting them >.>)
Princess Tutu - 14 and up (Same as with PPY >.>)
Gravitation - 7, 8 (Mine ask me for some codec I apparently don't have. >.<)

If you have any of these please please please give. ^_^;; I'm trying to organize my anime collection.

2003-03-18T12:53:00.000-05:00

Dover High is pulling the most asinine thing they've done yet.... 100% ID checks of people coming in.. YOU'RE NOT THE FUCKING AIR FORCE BASE, PEOPLE. Mr. Roswell is a fucking moron, along with the security staff. This is going to create even MORE of a massive traffic backup in the mornings, exactly what people need.. Lots of people are already late due to the traffic crush. And if I lose my ID and they don't let me go to school, do they excuse my absence from class? No? Some parents are going to be raising hell if their kids' grades get fucked over.

In other news, I brought the idea of counseling up to Daniel again, since last week Tina from school gave me the number of a free counseling service through Contact DE.. He got pissed off, was silent for about 10 minutes, and started ranting in the Pizza Hut parking lot about how people expect too much of him. Then he proceeded to nearly punch a hole in the window of my car and ran off across a field. -.-;;;;

Why do I have to deal with all this utter fucking shit??

2003-03-17T08:16:00.000-05:00

Okay, this is shit. -.- DSTP testing this week, so I don't go to school until noon.. So I took Daniel to work this morning, and he EXPECTS me to help him clean up the Bingo shit (meaning I do it while he cleans the bar, bathrooms, and dining room).. I tell him I have a headache and don't want to go in the Elks because of the smoke and crap, and he fucking has the nerve to get pissed off! "I'm not upset at you," he says, "I just wanted some help this morning." Yeah, sure he's not upset at me, that's why he refused to not be an asshole.. I told him that if he gets done before I'm off school at 1:30 and wants to walk somewhere, to call my cell (it'll be on Silent while I'm at school) so I know he left the Elks, and then CALL MY MOTHER AT HOME AND TELL HER WHERE HE'S GOING SO I CAN FIND OUT WHERE TO PICK HIM UP. When I said that, he got even more pissed off, and went into work.. I said "I love you" to him before he slammed my car door, and then I rolled down my window and said it again as he was walking towards the door and he fucking IGNORED ME. Fucking asshole. I swear if he disappears after work and doesn't let SOMEONE know where, when I find him I'm shoving this ring up his fucking ASS, because I will NOT put up with this shit the rest of my life. -.-
He fucking needs counseling, anger management classes, SOMETHING, but this shit is fucking driving me insane.

2003-03-11T09:04:00.000-05:00

I'm tired.... Daniel had to work this morning since the other janitor is out for a while because his wife is sick... He's only going to be there until about 9:30 AM and then Mom is taking him for an interview at Dover Downs. I hope he gets that job, he needs the medical insurance and other benifits, not to mention a full-time schedule and pay that's better than minimum wage. x_X
MBNA is having an open house for jobs tomorrow. I guess I'm going. I don't want to work there, since they abuse the hell out of employees, but I need some source of income. Gas is getting really expensive, and there's fish stuff and video games I want, and computer parts.. And Otakon requires money, as does the road trip to Canada we want to take after Graduation...Oi. x_x;
I think the mall arcade will get DDR today or tomorrow, since they moved some stuff around to make a space by the wall. They got rid of Marvel vs. Capcom 2, which pissed off Daniel since he's more or less addicted to that game.
I'm going to 5th period today, to let Mr. Rohe know I have a Wellness Center appointment tomorrow during 5th period and then Thursday and every day next week except Wednesday I won't be there, because of the fucky schedule for DSTPs and I won't be coming in until 1st period at 12:09. ^^;; I already got permission for Mr. Omar to not come to English those days, since we're just doing oral presentations and I'll do mine on Friday or next Wednesday.
I've been arguing with idiots on Neopets.... Apparently Neopets sent a cease and desist letter to Neogamers.com for copyright infringement, threatening a $150,000 lawsuit per infringement if the material wasn't removed. Everyone's arguing over how "it's unfair" and "Neopets is just money-hungry" and shit like that. They're just mad that their cheat sites are being removed- stupid lamer kids. x_X And what sucks is I can't just scream "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING MORONS" because I don't want my account frozen. x_X

2003-03-06T08:57:00.000-05:00

Meh... For the first time in like 2 years, I'm not going to be able to have my writing assignment for Spanish proofread.. I didn't get a chance to do it last night because by the time I got home I was dead tired... Took a shower and went to bed at like 9 PM. x_X

Daniel and I went to the 12:10 mass, and then ended up going again at 5:30 because we took his mother with us.. it was CROWDED... x_X

2003-03-03T09:04:00.000-05:00

Yesterday morning I went to the RCIA mini-retreat before the Rite of Sending.. But Deacon Nellius got confused, and told me I had to be there for the Rite, even though it was for catechumens (people who have never been baptized at all) and the candidates' Rite is _NEXT_ Sunday.. ^^;;; And I need to ask him if I can even participate in it, because my sponsor won't be there (She'll be in Rhode Island for some chorus thing), and a sponsor or someone to proclaim your readiness for the initiation sacraments at Easter is necessary for that Rite... So... yeah. Must get in contact with him. If I can't participate in it, the next thing I need to attend is the Rite of Call to Continuing Conversion on March 15. I also have to sign up for a time for my first Confession.. Sometime between March 31 and April 4. . I have to go to the presentation on reconcilation on March 31, which is another RCIA session.. April 13's RCIA session is another mini-retreat, this time Easter preparation.. Then a rehersal for Easter on April 15.. Then the Easter Vigil on April 19. ^_^ Other non-mandatory but recommended stuff are the Ash Wednesday mass (this coming Wednesday), the Chrism Mass on April 14, the Mass of the Lord's Supper on April 17, and April 18's Good Friday service.. I'll probably go to all of those, because they sound moderately interesting. ^^;

We got David's aquariums from Daniel's mom's house.. Sold one of them and some of the fish (3 Zebra Danios, 4 Tiger barbs, and a plecostumous) to The Fish Bowl, a local fish store.. We took one of the 5 gallons and the 2 gallon to my house, and we kept the 3 mollies, 2 cory catfish, and the goldfish that Daniel loves way too much. ^^;;;

I'm tired.

2003-02-28T21:44:00.000-05:00

So, David's actually leaving for Canada.. in about 6 hours.. Daniel's very depressed over it. -.- My mother offered to get us plane/train/bus/whatever tickets so we can go visit him after I graduate, though. So that will be kind of cool. I need a passport to go to Canada, right? >.>;;;

Oh, and to Lisa: What's wrong with Heather Dean? I've met her a few times and she seems bearable. Her little sister is an idiot though.

2003-02-26T20:34:00.000-05:00

I'm sick of a lot of things that I'll spare my readers (all 4 of you ^_-) my bitching about.. Can't wait until graduation. -.-

Anyway.. my Rite of Sending is this Sunday at the 11 AM mass.. Yay. I need to get in contact with my sponsor (Heather Dean, a girl from my school).. I emailed her this morning, waiting for a reply..

I'm sick and tired. x_x

2003-02-25T09:12:00.000-05:00

Okay, screw this, I have more complaining. X_x;;; Okay, so I've been telling Greg all year he needs to give me gas money since I take him to school every morning. Finally, yesterday, I stopped picking him up. He calls my house to ask why. Everyone, let's think about that for a minute. Oiiii. xx;;;;

On a lighter note, Daniel's guppy gave birth FINALLY.... and so did his female molly, which we didn't even know was pregnant. ^^;

I'm tired. I hate this school. And the coffee rolls from Wawa are good.

2003-02-23T20:33:00.001-05:00

Meh. I'm scrolling my complaining off. Ignore these past few posts.

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2003-02-23T11:28:00.000-05:00

I'm sick of Daniel's moody shit. -.- The past 2 weeks we've missed Sunday mass, last week because of the snowstorm and the week before because he was working all morning and I felt sick. Today, I really wanted to go, and he got off work around 10:30 (mass is at 11).. So I go to pick him up, we run to Wawa so he can get a quick breakfast, and go over to the church. It's PACKED. Almost no parking anywhere- it's First Holy Communion day for the little kids.. Daniel hates crowds at mass, so he wanted to leave.. so we did. -.- And now he's pissed off that I'm upset.

2003-02-22T20:18:00.000-05:00

Survey, stolen from Sheldon...
//series one - about you
---> Name: Jen
---> Birthdate: 1-16-86
---> Birthplace: Swindon, England
---> Current Location: Hartly, DE
---> Eye Color: Brown/Green/Hazel
---> Hair Color: Brown
---> Righty or Lefty: Right
---> Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
---> Innie or Outtie: In

// series two - describe
---> Your heritage: No idea
---> The shoes you wore today: Black Sketchers
---> Your hair: Shoulder-length, straight
---> Your eyes: About 20/60, I just got new lenses for my glasses to improve my crappy night vision
---> Your weakness: I get depressed easily
---> Your fears: Not being successful
---> Your perfect pizza: Stuffed crust with extra cheese and sausage. ^_^
---> One thing you'd like to achieve: Have my dream wedding.

// series three - what is
---> Your most overused phrase on aol\aim: It will be okay.
---> Your thoughts first waking up: I don't want to get up..
---> The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes.
---> Your best physical features: I dunno
---> Your bedtime: if I have work/school? between 9:30 and 11 PM..
---> Your greatest accomplishment: Uh.. None, really.
---> Your best memory: Daniel proposing to me in the church. ^_^

// series five - do you
---> Smoke: No
---> Cuss: Hell fucking yeah bitch >_>
---> Sing well: Not really
---> Take a shower everyday: Shower or bath, depending on if my hair needs washing or not (Usually shower every other day, baths on days in between)
---> Want to go to college: Yes
---> Like high school: Not really
---> Want to get married: Yes. ^_^
---> Type with your fingers on the right keys: No
---> Believe in yourself: No
---> Get motion sickness: Sometimes
---> Think you're a health freak: No
---> Get along with your parents: My father's an ASSHOLE. My mother is decent but overbearing.
---> Like thunderstorms: As long as I'm not outside in them and the power doesn't go out.
---> Play an instrument: No..

// series six - in the past month, did/have you
---> Drank alcohol: No
---> Smoke(d): No
---> Done a drug: No
---> Made Out: Yes
---> Go on a date: Yes
---> Go to the mall: Yes
---> Been on stage: No
---> Been dumped: No
---> Gone skating: No, but I will tomorrow
---> Made homemade cookies: No, but I ate the ones Daniel made..
---> Been in love: Yes! ^_^
---> Gone skinny dipping: No
---> Dyed your hair: No
---> Stolen anything: Not that I can think of.

// series seven - have you ever?
---> Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yes
---> If so, was it mixed company: Yes
---> Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Kind of, sure.
---> Been caught "doing something": Yeah.
---> Been called a tease: Yes.
---> Gotten beaten up: Not really, no.
---> Shoplifted: Yeah. ^^;;;
---> If so, did you get caught: Nope.
---> Changed who you were to fit in: Not really.

// series eight - the future
---> Age you hope to be married: How old will I be in March, '05? Um.. 19?
---> Numbers and Names of Children: I want 1 or 2 kids, but I want to adopt them.. I dunno about names.
---> Describe your Dream Wedding: A medium-size Catholic church wedding, with a short no-alcohol reception.
---> What age do you want to die: Eh, between 65 and 70.
---> What do you want to be when you grow up: I dunno. Systems analysis looks kind of cool.
---> What country would you most like to visit: France
---> Current Clothes: Pajamas
---> Current Mood: Tired
---> Current Taste: Blood. I accidently tore some skin off my gums. x_X
---> Current Hair: Tangled and damp
---> Current Annoyance: Daniel's gameboy music
---> Current Smell: Nothing
---> Current thing you ought to be doing: Notecards for English research paper
---> Current Desktop Picture: Ryu from Princess Nine
---> Current Favorite Groups: Nickelback, Savage Garden, L'arc en Ciel
---> Current Book: Um.. The 4th Harry Potter book, for my research paper
---> Current DVD in Player: Last DVD I watched was Boys Don't Cry
---> Current Worry: Daniel losing his job
---> Current Crush: None

2003-02-22T13:39:00.000-05:00

I'm bored. x_x;;;;

That is all.

2003-02-18T11:52:00.000-05:00

I HATE HUGE AMOUNTS OF SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<;;;;; I've been stuck at home with my parents for 3 days. We missed mass for the second week in a row. AND I AM BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND! x_x;;

We're down to 4 baby mollies. *sigh* but one of them looks sick. he has to struggle to swim and sits at the bottom a lot. We're treating them with Aquarisol and extra salt, and raising the temp as much as possible in a 2-gallon tank... Oi.. poor fish.

I got to Otocinclus catfish for my 5-gallon. They loved all the brown algae growth on the plant leaves, and are now working on the spirulina discs I dropped in for them. ^^; Mizu likes to harrass them... They're the only fish smaller than her, I guess. and Daniel's female betta has taken to crushing baby snails and pulling them off the sides of the aquarium... it makes the most godawful noise. x_X

2003-02-14T09:34:00.000-05:00

When I went to pick Daniel up from work yesterday, he had a card, a rose, and a cake for me for Valentine's Day.. he apologized for being an ass..

We got a lot done yesterday. He needs to do his taxes, though, but he needs to ask someone about them, we're going to go to the federal building tomorrow morning and see if he can get an appointment.. he has a counseling appointment with someone at Catholic Charities on Tuesday..

I did a couple of things for Web Design, the Senior Information page and the Cafeteria page. I still need more work, I wish Mrs. Boyer would email me the captions for the William Henry pages so I can get those up and get credit for the updates.

SHIT I NEED TO PUT THE ACCENT MARKS ON MY SPANISH ASSIGNMENT AND I HAVE SPANISH NEXT PERIOD. >_<;;;

2003-02-13T11:59:00.000-05:00

*sigh* Daniel was being an ass this morning.. He refused to talk to me the entire way to his work.. Finally I wouldn't let him out of the car until he explained to me WTF his fucking problem was. It was stupid, I'll leave it at that.

Since he insisted on getting me a Valentine's Day gift (I got him a medal of St. Valentine from a store online. It was really hard to find x.x), we went to the little Christian store downtown and he got me a Miraculous Medal necklace... It's a little pendant with Mary on it.

I hate school.

2003-02-10T11:54:00.000-05:00

3 of our baby mollies died.. But the others still look okay, I guess. Today I have to go give a statement to my car insurance company, go to the doctor, and go back to the body shop so the guy can put the stickers back on the inside of the hood of my car, because he forgot to do it after the car was fixed. I hope Daniel's off work when I leave here because we have to be to Progressive by 1:00. >.<;;;;;

I need work to do in Web Design. It's almost mid-quarter and I only have like, a 30%. >.< Also must start notecards for research paper.

I'm hungry.

2003-02-08T12:23:00.000-05:00

Daniel and I were at Petsmart today and we found some molly babies on one of the tanks and they gave them to us for free! So now we have 10 baby lyretail black mollies in a 2-gallon on my desk. ^^;

2003-02-07T12:19:00.000-05:00

This week's Friday Five.
1. What did you have for breakfast this morning? If you didn't have breakfast, why not? I had some scrambled eggs and a pop-tart.

2. What's your favorite cereal? Frosted Flakes

3. How often do you eat out? Do you want that to change? Not often enough... so yeah ^^;

4. What do you plan on having for dinner tonight? Got a recipe for that? Whatever Daniel or my mom cooks. I dunno. ^^;

5. What's your favorite restaurant? Why? Hibachi's, because I like the atmosphere.. and Red Lobster, because their little cheese biscuits rule. ^_^

2003-02-03T11:38:00.000-05:00

Crappy school computers drive me nuts. >_<;

Anyway. I'm trying to get things together for my appointment with Deacon Nellius tomorrow. I told mom to find my baptismal certificate, and I'm printing a letter dor the Elks manager to sign verifiying that I did do volunteer work for them the other night, and also printing the grade form from my online course that he told me to take. I wonder if I should take anything else?.. I can't think of anything. ^^;

I'm really freaking tired. >.< I didn't sleep well last night. My back has been hurting a lot lately and moving things around last night really didn't help it all that much. I was in so much pain when I woke up this morning, I could barely manage to get out of bed. x.x;;

2003-02-02T22:33:00.000-05:00

I got half of my church-mandated community service done tonight. Spent 5 hours helping Daniel and this kid John move every piece of furniture in the Elks so a cleaning crew can wax the floors and clean the carpets. x.x I need to write a letter verifying that I did it, so the manager can sign it and I can give it to Deacon Nellius as proof. ^^;;

2003-02-01T21:50:00.000-05:00

Some of the dumbest people on the internet are good for one thing: Entertainment.

This dipshit kid on Neopets posts something with the subject line "IF U LUV POOP AND EATING PREPS COME HERE". I figured it was too good to be true, so what the hell, let's go idiot-baiting. The message text read "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HATE PREPS THEY R STUPID LIKE OLD CHEESE AND FARTS AND OLD SMALLY GYM SOCKS THAT SMELL LIKE A PIANO PLAYERS Thumb." I replied with a post about how juvenile she was and if she was going to insult people, at least be clever about it. A few minutes later, I got a Neomail (private message) from her. It was as follows:

"UR SO MATURE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY JAPANAMATION CHEESE LALA BARBRA STRISAND CHACHA WATER FROG MONKEY DOORBELL DOORKNOB FUNKY PHONE ELEPHANTS u smell like a 42 year old monk l0ocked in an elevator that is falling off my elephants toenail! ya who says i have to grow up"

I love idiots. Really.

ADDITION: I replied to the stupid Neomail with "Thanks. That was hilarious. ^_^" The reply I recieved read "ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...... shut up". XD~~
ADDITION 2: I replied to her latest batch of stupidity, which included calling me an idiot, with the following:
""I was on Neopets chat for something to do while taking a break. Yes, by general standards I am a "preppy", however those standards generally apply that label to anyone who dares to look like an adult as opposed to a 14-year-old standing on a street corner wearing Hot Topic clothing. My friends range from art students to computer geeks. We're a rather diverse and intellectual crowd. And as for my being an idiot, well, I suppose I can't really prove your judgement correct or incorrect- However, when comparing my vocabulary and grammar to yours (which, by the way, is all one has to judge people by on a text-based communication medium), well.. The results speak for themselves, don't you think?""
Ooooh, big words. Mommy, I'm scared! ;.; XD~~~

2003-01-31T09:38:00.000-05:00

Me and Daniel got a hotel room for Otakon reserved.. Yay.

All our fish are doing okay except for Daniel's guppies. The male died after getting nipped up really badly by the female when Daniel put him in the little plastic isolation/breeding unit with her.

I need to find a sponsor and do my community service for the church. I have an appointment with Deacon Nellius next Tuesday.

I'll do the Friday Five later. Web Design is about to end. I have to read sentances in Spanish next period.

We got report cards. I have 18 credits, not 17, so I only need 4- I can fail english and graduate. I'm going to try to pass, of course. But with Mrs. Meeks coming back and research papers coming up, I'm kind of worried about that class. My semester average in English was an 81.. Algebra was a 99, Web Design was a 90, Spanish was a 94, and Opsys was a 100 (of course).

2003-01-29T17:39:00.000-05:00

I love being treated like shit having done nothing to deserve it. Really. I do.

2003-01-25T20:03:00.000-05:00

this week's Friday Five..
1. What is one thing you don't like about your body? My chest. Too small and not firm enough. :P
2. What are two things you love about your body? um.. I don't get much acne and.. um.. that's about all.
3. What are three things you want to change about your home? Kick my father out, get more aquariums, and.. um.. I dunno.
4. What are four books you want to read this year? The new Harry Potter, Wish 4, and anything else I find that looks good.
5. What are five promises you have kept to yourself? I don't make promises to myself..

2003-01-25T18:10:00.000-05:00

There are 4 female bettas living happily in my 5 gallon tank. ^_^ Scarlet (red, obviously), Sora ("Sky", she's pale with light blue/pinkish fins), Noir ("black" in French, apparently), and Mizu ("Water", she's deep blue). ^_^ There's tons of plants.. A bunch of stalks of anacharis, a sword plant, 3 java ferns, a random leafy thing from Petsmart, and even more anacharis. >.> They love it. The only fin-nipper so far is Sora, but she's not too bad. Mizu has mild fin rot, but I'm treating her for it. Daniel named Scarlet, and I named the other 3. Noir was an attempt to please him by giving something a french name. ^_^;;;

2003-01-24T11:10:00.000-05:00

I just got a sewing needle jammed into the top of my foot. ;.; it fell on top of my sock and I didn't know it and I hit my foot against my desk and accidently jammed it in. >.<;;;

2003-01-23T18:09:00.000-05:00

Nyo! Yesterday Daniel got me a 5-gallon aquarium.. Today he got me some plants for it. Eventually I'm going to make it into a female betta tank. ^_^

I named my new betta Chocolate because of the color his fins are in bright light. :o We got him a 1-gallon a few days ago.

Took midterms. Did okay on the English, I think. 93 on Spanish. Dunno how I did on Algebra but it seemed pretty easy, so I bet I did well. No more exams at DHS ever, yay.

Talked to Deacon Nellius at the church today. He gave me this online course through the Knights of Colombus website that I can take, to kind of stand in for the academic part of RCIA. I need to do some community service hours and find a sponsor for confirmation preparation.. I don't know anyone at my church though, except this bitchy teacher at my school who I hate. >_<

2003-01-17T18:35:00.000-05:00

I got another new betta. ^_^ Daniel and I found a nice dark blue one with yellow streaks in his fins and reaaaally amazing finnage ^_^ Wal-mart had a really pretty selection- I think they just restocked... >.> Daniel liked a couple of the females but he didn't get any of them.
We're keeping him in a vomit basin covered in plastic wrap with holes in it until next week when we're getting a new aquarium. >.> I need to name him.

2003-01-17T06:39:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was my birthday.. Mom gave me some money and Daniel and I went to dinner at Hibachi, the Japanese place in Dover. It was good, afterwards we went to Petsmart with his brother.. nyo.

Okay, so 90% of the schools in the freaking state are closed, but my school's on a 1-hour delay. WTF?! The roads out in Hartly suck ass right now and won't be any better in a fucking HOUR. -.-;;; Oh well.

2003-01-15T09:07:00.000-05:00

Oi. Got a new hard drive, got computer working.. Going to try and use the DOS commands Mr. Rohe showed me to get my bookmarks and some documents off my old one, though. >.>;

2003-01-14T08:58:00.000-05:00

Computer's still dead. Boot disk thing didn't work- all that's left that I can think to try is reseating the hard drive? But it wouldn't boot off the floppy either, even when I changed that to the primary boot device. I'm fucking confused. >.<;;; Fuck it, I want a new computer for graduation anyway, and I can't live without my own computer for much longer. It's driving me nuts, and this weekend will be worse because I won't have anything to fucking DO... -.-

2003-01-13T11:37:00.000-05:00

My computer's dead. I dunno what's wrong with it but I hope I can fix it without having to format my hard drive, but I really doubt I'll be able to. When I try to boot it up, I get an "Invalid Boot Disk" error but there are no disks in any of the drives, so it's not reading the C drive at all. >.<;;;;;; I borrowed a Win98 boot disk from Mr. Rohe, I'll see what I can do with it when I get home. Worse case scenario, it's hardware, and I need a new hard drive. >.<; If it was software, it'd say something about invalid/missing OS files, ne? I've had that kind of issue with my father's computer before.....

Pretty much everyone's heard the good news except for Daniel's friend Steve.. His sister had the only really bad reaction.

I can't get on IRC from school. Fuck. >.<

Last week's Friday Five...
1. Where are you right now?Operating Systems/Computer Repair class.
2. What time is it? Aprox. 11:29 AM according to my computer clock.
3. What are you wearing? Slightly torn up dark blue jeans, a long-sleeved dark purple button-up shirt, my old black Sketchers, the necklace that Daniel gave me for Christmas, and my engagement ring. Um, and socks, underwear, bra, ect. :P
4. Any people or animals around you? Describe them. A bunch of loudmouthed idiots in my class.
5. What are your plans for the weekend? The weekend's over. <.<

Nyo. Byebye. I can't use my computer at home... ;.; ;.; ;.; ;.; ;.; So boring without it..

2003-01-08T18:52:00.000-05:00

Today 'twas very very good day. ^.^

2003-01-06T09:23:00.000-05:00

Oi, I'm tired. I can't even imagine how Daniel must feel right now, he's had less sleep than I have, I think.. and plus he had to work this morning. -.-;;

I have to go get my car fixed right after school today.. Then Daniel wants me to run him and Soydan (his mother's new husband) up to the hospital his mother is in so they can talk to a doctor. It's a 45-50 minute drive north on Rt. 13, and I don't particularly feel up to it today, especially with the crappy weather. He can call and talk to her doctor. -.-; I'll probably have to go up there later on this week to get her if she's released, unless Soydan's new car passes inspection tomorrow so he can legally drive it.

I applied for a job at Petsmart yesterday- they're hiring for fish and small animal people (and dog groomers too but I have no clue how to do that, plus big dogs itimidate me -.-). Daniel applied too, but he'll more than likely get hired at Lowes and they pay better. He should be called today or tomorrow to set up a second interview. I figure I'll give Petsmart 4 or 5 days to go over my application and then I'll call to harrass them. >.>;;

I need a new blog layout. I got 2 volumes of Wish with Christmas money from Greg- I think I'll find some pictures and do a Wish layout. ^_^ Maybe I can pull off getting credit in Web Design class for it or something. Yeah, right.. <.<;

2003-01-05T11:21:00.000-05:00

This week's Friday Five, slightly late.
1. Do you wear any jewelry? What kind? I wear a necklace that Daniel got me as an early Christmas gift.
2. How often do you wear it? Almost every day.
3. Do you have any piercings? If so, where? Ears..
4. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where? Nope.
5. What are your plans for the weekend? My plans were changed drastically due to the unexpected events of Friday.. Originally they were to hang out with Daniel after he got off work both days, possibly go to mass, and loitering at Petsmart. However, it didn't really work. >.<;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

2003-01-01T11:01:00.000-05:00

A late Friday Five from last Friday. (Last year.. nyo.)
1. What was your biggest accomplishment this year? Really none that aren't lame. Passing a 9-foot song on DDR? Getting my Neopets bank account above 400,000 NP? Those suck. ^^;
2. What was your biggest disappointment? I don't know.. Not being able to go to Christmas mass, I guess.
3. Will you be making any New Year's resolutions? Lose 10 pounds. Probably won't be able to.
4. Where will you be at midnight? Do you wish you could be somewhere else? Home. I'd love to be in NYC to see the ball drop live.
5. Aside from (possibly) staying up late, do you have any other New Year's traditions? Not really.

2003-01-01T10:57:00.000-05:00

Tonikaku.. Stealing the Year in Review idea from Taiki and Jasmine over on Livejournal..

January: Turned 16. Was with Jasmine. Nyo.
February: Daniel got arrested, Katsucon, horrible DDR tournament. Worry. >.<
March: Broke up with Jasmine, began dating Jared. Don't remember much else. Nyo.
April: Walked off in the middle of the night with Daniel. Worried everyone else. Skipped lots of school. Nyo. >_<
May: Uh. Don't remember much. Lisa got accepted to college? Nyo.
June: Final exams, passed them all. Friends graduating. Happy. :o
July: Went to the Green for the 4th, got pissed off, walked home (LIsa's house, not mine) with Daniel. Angst. >.<;;
August: Lisa's birthday party. Hated volleyball. Nyo.
September: Started my senior year. Angsted over applying to college and taking the SAT. Angst. >.<
October: Things started between me and Daniel, and got worse between me and Jared. Major angst. >.<
November: Finally broke up with Jared. Daniel moved in with my family. Applied to University of Delaware. Nyo. Still angst.
December: Got into betta fish. Christmas. My father is an idiot. Went to Daniel's sister's house. Angst. >.<

2003-01-01T10:49:00.000-05:00

Update on the fish situation: Daniel got himseld a 5 gallon tank and put Annie (the female betta) in there with a cory catfish and a pair of guppies. They look okay. I got another 1 gallon tank and a pretty purple-ish male betta I named Umi. :o

Went to the vigil mass last night for the solemnity of Mary. Father Darcy looked at us funny. >.>;;

2002-12-29T14:17:00.000-05:00

Daniel rescued a little blue/purple female betta with moderate finrot from Wal-Mart today.. He put it in a little quart container with an aquatic plant from Kai's tank that wasn't doing particularly well with the lighting situation. >.> She seems fairly happy. I put some water conditoner and some BettaFix Remedy in with her, and a couple pellets of food. We'll see how her fins do.. Maybe if she gets better I can try my hand at breeding them, eventually. I just want to see if I could pull it off. :o

2002-12-26T10:26:00.000-05:00

Anyway... Worst Christmas EVAR.. >.< My father is such an ass. It didn't help that the weather was crap, though. >.>

Kai (my betta) keeps swimming up between the thermometer in his tank and the side of the tank. I moved it over towards the middle so he can't get stuck.. That worries me when I go out. ^^;You know, what if he gets caught and hurts himself or tears one of his fins trying to get out? Oiya.. I love the little guy, he has so much personality. He likes to beg for food even though I feed him plenty as it is. On another note, my plants seem to be doing better with the iron tablets in the gravel. At least the grass-looking plant is. The other one is still a really light color and some of the leaves look like they're rotting or something. >.<;;;;;

2002-12-25T08:44:00.000-05:00

nyo. shit happens.

2002-12-23T22:53:00.000-05:00

Watched another episode of Princess Tutu. It's still great. ^_^

Cleaned Chuchu's cage, changed Kai's water today.. I'm becoming extremely attached to Kai. ^_^ I see why people love bettas so much.. They're so smart and responsive. And pretty, too. >.>;

Nyo. I was depressed earlier. Did some stuff and feel much better. Going to bed, methinks. Oyasumi.

2002-12-20T11:38:00.000-05:00

Princess Tutu is great. I mean, seriously, this show kicks so much ass. ^_^ It's like.. Wedding Peach + Tenshi ni Narumon with a touch of Utena-like feel to it. Must have more... >.>

2002-12-18T13:01:00.000-05:00

I'm getting semi-tired of my plans being ruined. -.-

2002-12-17T21:24:00.000-05:00

Oi, I think I try too hard to take care of people, particularly Daniel. ^^; I just made him take his vitamins, Naproxen, and sudafed and then basically made him to bed.. then I proceeded to bring a box of tissues and a bottle of water and set them by the bed. ^^;

I'm tired. I think I'm going to play with Chuchu and then go to bed.

2002-12-16T09:23:00.000-05:00

I'm bored. o.o I need more work to do in Web Design. There's only so much to do on Neopets if you can't play the flash games. ^^;;;

I still have to memorize that retarded-ass skit for Spanish class. >_<;;;;

2002-12-12T09:02:00.000-05:00

This morning there was still snow in my parking spot, so I got out of my car, kicked it, and threw the pieces onto the grass. >.>;;;;; it's not like the school was ever going to do anything about it.

I'm tired and I need more work to do in this class. I got copies of the corrected spanish skit printed out for my group, and I need to email it to Clara because she's not going to be in school the rest of the week.. I also printed a copy that's double spaced in 16 point font for Mrs. Rigby, that's lacking the stage directions because I don't know how to translate them into spanish, because we haven't learned all the verb tenses yet.

Someone just commented that I seem angry because I'm typing really fast. ^^; I kind of can't help that, it's force of habit. If I was angry, I'd be typing really hard.. Of course, it's hard to not do that too, because these iMac keyboards suck large hairy monkey ass. There are better USB keyboards, people. >.>

I got some freeze-dried bloodworms for my betta. I named him Kai. >.> He likes them, I think, but I'm afraid of over-feeding him since I do give him his regular food too.. So I don't give him much of them.. I cleaned out Chuchu's cage last night, too. He's gotten really fat. I'm going to stop giving him treats.. He's lazy, too. ^^;

We went to Daniel's mom's house yesterday.. He cleaned out one of his brother's fishtanks.. The water was so green you couldn't see through it again. x_x;;;;

Meh. I'm bored.. I think I'm going to go play Neopets or something.

2002-12-10T09:29:00.000-05:00

My parking spot wasn't cleared out this morning either, so I parked in the same visitor spot and left a note for Mr. Little telling him to let the parking lady know so they don't tow my car. >.<;

Mr. Dean, one of my web design teachers, found some sort of thing that sings "You are an idiot, ahahaha" >.>; I should find that and give it to Greg to play for the people who call tech support. ^_^;

We had our group yearbook picture taken for web design a few minutes ago. I bet I looked stoned. The Later Lotus picture is next period.. yay, getting out of Spanish class is a good thing, it seems so much longer than all my other classes.

I'm leaving school after 4th period today, so I can go home and take Daniel to his friend Chris's house. I bet he's still asleep or something. ^^;;;;

2002-12-09T08:58:00.000-05:00

I came to school this morning and went to my parking space and it was full of snow. >_< So I parked in one of the visitor's spots in front of the building and let the counselors know (since the parking principal, Mrs. Rinker, wasn't here yet) where I was parked and asked them to please not tow my car and if they find me another place to park or clean out my spot I'd move it. >.>;;;; If they tow my car someone is going to DIE......

2002-12-06T15:32:00.000-05:00

Snow, yay. No school yesterday, 2 hour delay today. My car got stuck in Richard's driveway when we went to drop off Daniel, so I didn't go to school at all. >.>;;;

2002-12-04T06:28:00.000-05:00

nyo... tired.. depressed.. don't wanna go to school..

2002-12-03T09:34:00.000-05:00

I am so incredibly relieved. x_x;;;

2002-12-02T09:09:00.000-05:00

Last night we visited Daniel's sister again, so she could take him shopping for his birthday. he hates clothes-shopping. >.>;

Passing out recommendation letter forms for UD to teachers.. Getting Ms. Carr (my math teacher this year), Mrs. Rigby (My Spanish teacher this year and last), and Mr. Rohe (Compsci teacher) to write recommendations for me. I need to go to Mrs. Polk in the Tan office and request a couple copies of my transcript, and then make an appointment with Mr. Little (counselor) to give him a copy and my Secondary School Report Form so he can fill that out and put it in one of the "official" school envelopes. >.>; Then I'll need to re-collect all my letters of recommendation and mail them and the envelope from Mr. Little up to the admissions office. >.> Oi. It seems like so much to do. I also need to get a copy of the FAFSA for 2003 so I can get that filled out and mailed come the first of the year. >.<;

Pretty much all I _HAVE_ gotten done is the online application (with crappy BS essay) and ordering my SAT scores sent. >.<;;;;;;;;

2002-11-30T10:08:00.000-05:00

Stolen from Jasmine..

Have you:
Loved someone so much you cried: Yes.
Hated someone so much you cried: Yes.
Felt the need to cut yourself: Yes.
Been depressed: Yes.
Contemplated Suicide: Yes.
Known someone who succeeded with suicide: Yes.
Been betrayed by someone: Depends on what is meant by betrayal.
Had your feelings crushed: Yes.
Been rejected: Yes.
Cried for three weeks straight: Yes.
Stayed up all night: Yes.

Whatever:
Name: Jen
Favorite colors: Black, silver.
Favorite song: Kimi no Tame ni Dekiru Koto and Marmalade (Gackt), Life Goes On (LeAnne Rimes), and the Hamtaro ending.
Song that played during your first kiss: I don't remember.
Do you like hugging: Yes.
Do you like kissing: Yes.
Love or Lust: Love.
Light on or off: Off.
mood-wise turned on or off: Uh.
Kinky or Innocent: Depends on my mood.
Sex or Bondage: See above.
Leather or Vinyl: Leather.
Moonlight or Sunlight: Moon.
Do you believe in Vampires: No.
Do you believe in Ghosts: Yes.
UFO's: Sure.

Gender time - what you prefer in your mate:
Boxers/Briefs/Lacy underwear/Thongs/lingerie/nothing at all?: Boxers.
Short, medium or Long hair: Depends on the person.
Hair color: Dark.
Punk/Prep/Goth/trendie/goody-two shoes/Rebel/Dirty: Personality matters more.. I like geeky guys..
Color Eyes: Dark.
Color skin: Doesn't matter.
What is your dream mate: I don't know.
Fat/Obese/Thin/Chunky or Average/Toothpick/Plump/anorexic/morbidly obese: So long as they're healthy, I don't care.
First thing you notice?: Eyes.
Last thing you notice?: Clothing style.
Scent of your mate: Natural, but washed. x_X
Do you believe it's right to cheat on your mate: No. -.-;

What would you do if:
You found out your mate cheated on you?: I don't know.
Your mate asked you to marry him or her: Marry them, most likely.
You walked into a houseful of rose petals, candles, and romantic music: Uh. >.>;;;;;

Have you - part two:
Been in love: Yes.
Had a crush: Yes.
Cried over a break up: Yes.
Ever had a breakdown in a public place: Yes.
Ever sang in public: Yes.
Ate a tube of chapstick: Anou... >.>; I was a little kid. I ate crisco and aluminum foil, for God's sake >.>;;;;;

Whatever - part two:
Think of the first word that comes to your head for every letter
below:
*skipped due to pointlessness*

Which do you prefer:
Thunderstorms or rain?: Thunderstorms.
Hugging or Kissing: Cuddling.
Strawberries or Raspberries: Strawberries
Phones or internet: Internet.
Pink or Black: Black.
Music or Silence: Depends on my mood. Usually music.

Music:
<><>Either or<><>
Marilyn Manson/Cradle of Filth: Neither. >_<;
Metallica/Megadeth: Neither.
N'SYNC/BSB: They sound the same.... Neither.
Pink/Shakira: Pink.
Brandon Boyd (incubus)/Jason Boyd (Audiovent): Neither
Kid Rock/DMC: Neither
Rap/R&B: R&B.
Blues/Jazz: Neither.
Classical/Pop: Pop
Metal/Alternative: Alternative.
Punk/Indie: Indie.
Emo/Ska: Emo.
Gothic/Industrial: Gothic
Pop/Rap: Pop
Rock n Roll/Pure rock: Pure rock.

Animals:
Cats/Monkeys: Cats
Favorite animal: Dolphins
Do you have any animals: A dog, a hamster, and a fish.
If you could have three imaginary creatures what would they be?: I don't know..

Clothing:
Currently wearing: Burgandy button-up sweater, blue jeans.
Fave clothing store(s): Wal-mart for shirts, Aeropostale for pants..
Hat/Cap: No.
Boots/Sneakers: Sneakers.
Punk/Goth: Goth.
Preppy/Emo: Emo.
What is your favorite article of clothing: This loose, lightweight black sweater I have.
What is your most expensive article of clothing: Um, probably one of my pairs of $40 khakis.
What is your least expensive article of clothing: Some pants Lisa gave me.

Opinion:
Pre-Marital Sex: Not the best idea if you're too stupid to use protection.
Pornography: Eh. Whatever floats your boat.
Prostitution: Hey, if people are desperate enough to pay for sex, whatever.
Kissing: Good
War: If it's for a truly just cause, then fine.
Your personality: Um.
What would you do if someone walked up and complimented your hair?: Think they were lying.
How about if they complimented your looks: See above.
What would you do if someone walked down the road wearing a dog collar: Nothing. I don't care...

Finale:
Rate the easiness of this quiz (1 being the easiest 10 being the hardest): Eh, 5
Who will you dream about tonight: Probably my Neopets, or something. x_X
Who do you Love: they know who they are.

2002-11-30T09:17:00.000-05:00

Today at mass, Father Darcy was talking about St. Andrew's cross, and he said "Now, I know what it's called, and it starts with a d, but I can't say it, and since someone out there probably knows how, I'm not going to try." >_>; That was kind of funny. After the mass, there was a rosary service for one of the church members who died this morning. Apparently she was one of those nice people who liked to picket abortion clinics.. I didn't know her, so I didn't stay for that. I would have felt rather odd. ^^;

2002-11-30T06:49:00.000-05:00

Nyo.. I got a betta fish yesterday. ^_^ He's blue and red..

Last night Daniel and I went to Superior.. he determined that his friends have pretty much given up on the place. We went for a short walk, uneventful this week.. I have to take him to work soon. x.x; I don't think I mentioned that, Daniel got a part-time job (thanks to my Dad) as a janitor at the Elks.. It's 4 mornings a week, minimum wage, and it's bad for his back. x_X;

2002-11-28T20:12:00.000-05:00

It has been a LOOOOONG day... I got up at 5:30 AM, got Daniel to work by 6:30, came home... Watched 2 episodes of Gravitation, took a nap, got up, went to Thanksgiving Mass at church, then picked Daniel up from work at 10:00 AM.. Came home, he cooked a turkey and some rolls and we went to his mom's house, where much more cooking went on. I fell asleep in a chair. ^^;